It's Been a While

Hello blogging world. It's, well, as you can tell from the title, been a while. A very long while. Anyways, I'm thinking I'm going to revamp my page. I don't care if no one sees anything I write, but I'm thinking I still need this space for creativity, and the thing that I feel is pressing on my heart the most, to share what God has shown me and what He is showing me day by day. I feel the need to share what He is doing personally in my life and hopefully, maybe one day, it will reach and affect others as well. Anyways, since I haven't updated in a while, this is my "HELLO WORLD I'M BACK".
And yeah that's basically all. My thoughts will still be awkward and technically I am a teenager blogging, so my title will most likely not change (or at least as of now it won't change).
Anywho.. I'm going to say adios for now so I can go spend some time with the one who created me.

*throws fist bump peace sign thing into the air*
Peace out my homies.

Thoughts

Hello blogging world! It's been a while.
Well here it goes, mini rant/ thought time with Emily.

As graduation is impending, the thoughts of choosing a college, and picking what I want to do for the rest of my life have been running ramped through my mind and it's kind of freaking me out. It's just.. I want to do so many different things. I want to experience everything that life has to offer. How am I, a 17 year old, supposed to decide what I want to do for the rest of my life?

I mean, there is so many routes I can take, and they could all lead to somewhere wonderful. I could go to college, and get a degree that probably won't be worth anything because of where I feel headed towards in life. But I also just really DO want to go to college! I want to expand my mind, and further my education. On what exactly? I don't really know.
On one hand, I want to move to New York and experience life in a big city. I could become a fashion designer, or an artist, or an actress, or...anything!
But then I also just want to live in a place like Chicago and have a dinky little book store, that's right across the street from a coffee shop. And people could ride their bikes along the sidewalk and just stop into my tiny little store..
BUT then I also want to live in a city that is slightly smaller, and just own a flower shop or something that makes me happy.
AND I want to go on mission trips, and help children and families and just be a blessing.
OR I could become an interior designer, or work in a art museum... oh.. that would actually be wonderful.. I'll have to consider that option..
I would really be happy with any of these things. I just want to explore the world. I want to visit places that I have never been. I want to live in a crappy little apartment in the middle of a city with my fat cat, where I could hop on my bike and pedal over to a tea store that's a few blocks away whenever I feel like. I want to get in the car and just drive and see where the random roads take me; and then discover restaurants and shops along the way that can only be found when you are going on an adventure. I want to be without a plan and be happy.

I'm just at a stage in my life where I'm ready to go, and do. I just want to move far away and see where life takes me from there.. Gosh. Life is too short to be stuck in a place that you aren't happy with, forever!

Okay... life thoughts with Emily is over for today. See you guys sometime soon-ish.
With love,
That Teenage Blogger

Book that i want to chunk against a wall.

This book. THIS BOOK. 

Okay, I actually finished this book a few weeks ago, but I didn't blog about it because I had to give myself a chance to calm down... A lot..

But now I need to rant about it. 

SO WHAT THE HECK. I'm not going to give anything away.. But basically Veronica Roth crushed my soul. It was a super disappointing ending to an amazing series of books. Apparently a lot of people thought the writing of this book was horrid, but honestly the only bad writing in the book was the fact that it only became interesting about half way through. I understand her purpose for it, because the book wouldn't have made any sense if she hadn't spent the first 200 pages describing something that didn't matter to you in the end because your soul had been crumbled into a million pieces... But I understand her purpose. 

Anyways, I definitely recommend the first 2 books, Divergent and Insurgent.. But honestly, don't read Allegiant. If you must, look up the ending on google.. But don't read it. 

I cried for two hours after I finished. it was bad. Don't put yourself through the misery.... Just don't do it. 

Spazzy Thoughts of the Day

Hey fellow bloggers!.. or blog-readers..?
It's been a few days since I have posted, and I've literally been with-straining myself from posting everyday (because that would be slightly annoying, right?)
I felt like it was time to post again though, so here are my spazzy thoughts of the day.

1) I saw Catching Fire last night. Holy heck it was amazing. The movie actually resembled the book very well! Plus, the way it was shot, the clothes, and the sets all resembled what I had imagined! All in all, it was a great movie. 4 candy canes for you Francis Lawrence. You go Francis Lawrence.

 

2) CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT ALLEGIANT FOR A SECOND PLEASE?

...Okay..If you haven't read the series "Divergent" by Veronica Roth, I highly suggest it. It's been a pretty good series this far.. up until this last book, "Allegiant".  I'm not done with it yet so I can't give my final opinion.. but so far..1 and a half thumbs down. (Can I do that? Isn't that the same as saying 1 thumb and a nub down?.. ha... I give this book 1 and a nub down. Don't question me.)

I'll revisit this subject though when I actually finish this book.

 

3) Why can't donuts be healthy? I mean really. I ate like 10 donuts this morning

..and now I feel sick...

I'm not even ashamed of my choices. They were delicious and now I'm happy.

So there we go.

 

4) I can't focus on school work right now because the Doctor Who 50th anniversary is tomorrow. Yes. TOMORROW.

Actually.. I should probably get off of here and do my school so I can watch it...

 



 

Well, on that note, I'm signing off. Go read a book, eat some donuts, and live your life. Have a wonderful day!

 

-That Teenage Blogger

Story of my Life

So funny story.

Tonight, in my youth group, we played a game with only like 4 people.

The guys had to go up to the girls and tell them cheesy pick-up lines.

There were only two girls..

including myself..

No guys came up to me.

Haha

ha

ha

#AwkoTaco

Day of Dreams? It works.

Throwback to about a week ago when I was lucky enough to go to a Q and A with some of the cast from Catching Fire! (Which, let me say, I am EXTREMELY excited about seeing by the way.) We actually thought we were going to get to meet them.. but the website was stupid and gave us only half of the details...long story short, we didn't get to meet them. And we had been waiting in line since 8 A.M. to meet them....Bummer.
BUT, we were front row at the Question and Answers so that's the next best thing, right? :) Plus, it got me out of doing school for a whole day and I got to hang out with these 3 lovely ladies, so it was totally worth it.
Also, I realize this is a lot of photos.. but I feel like they needed to be posted. :)
So enjoy the pictures of attractive men and awkward females.

Bye for now!


Oh!! I wanted to say.. hang in there.. my blog is a work in progress. Eventually, it'll look nice.. I hope. Okay. So bye.

Welcome to my life blogging world!

Hi blogging world!
Well, this is the dreaded first post, so I figured I might as well get it over with. So here it goes!

After many months of wanting to put my voice somewhere on the internet, I decided to start this blog! Basically I'm just going to be posting about my life. Which will probably involve clothes, books that I'm reading, music, TV shows, cats, and food. (With some possible rants along the way.) But mostly cats and food. (:
Yes, I realize that I will most likely look back on these first few post and regret them terribly.. but hey, I've got to start somewhere, right?
So here is to my first blog post! Hopefully there will be many more (and hopefully they will improve along the way).
So if you're interested in the life of a spazzy teenager then this is the place to be!

Bye for now!
-That Teenage Blogger